September 2010
1 post
Meeting you was fate. Being your friend was choice. Falling in love I had no control over.
July 2010
2 posts
June 2010
2 posts
May 2010
1 post
April 2010
2 posts
February 2010
4 posts
“Love is an irresistable desire to be irresistably desired.”
– Robert Frost (via riyahmaldita)
You can't always get what you want - Ben Harper...
Back on the bandwagon...
It’s been hard, but I’ve decided to get back on the bandwagon again. And I guess when I go all out, I really go all out. I’ve gone on a bunch of dates in the last month. I’ve even been crazy enough to jump on a bus to meet someone 5 hours away in a different city last weekend!
The trip turned out very well as I took a leap of faith. She had contacted me off an online dating site and we had...
January 2010
26 posts
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A breakup not of my own...
I spent last night consoling a friend who just got dumped. She cried inconsolably. It really does take all the energy out of you. I’m definitely on empty today.
I found myself giving her all the cliched responses: “it’ll be better tomorrow”, “it wasn’t meant to be”, “you need to move on”. All of which I found difficult to say because I...
Music Sounds Better with Your - Stardust
“It would be nice to think that since I was 14, times have changed. Relationships...”
– Rob, High Fidelity (via mastodonstorm)
Love is a Stranger - Eurythmics
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The United Nations of dating
So I’m Asian. Well yes and no. I mean genetically yes. Culturally, sorta. Language, most no these days. I grew up in elementary school in the inner city where it was a potpourri of different kids. It was the united nations of schools. I then went to high school in an Asian dominated school. It was probably 60% Asian, and 40% everything else.
I was the only kid from my elementary...
Melt with You - Modern English
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One time at band camp...
Maybe in order for me to figure this out I need to delve back deeper into my past. Maybe right back to the beginning?
Back in elementary school I used to play various stringed instruments (predominately the violin and the double bass). I was auditioning for the City Orchestra where I met my first ever real crush. We were sitting in an auditorium of a high school facing the stage with its...
She's so cold - Rolling Stones
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Truthiness
The truth is I’ve been spending a lot of time thinking about “What may have been” with those I truly cared about if I had played the game better. The purpose of this blog was to help me figure out this game and instead it’s probably had the opposite effect. I’m more confused than ever, and well I feel like an even bigger loser rereading everything I’ve...
Prince - When Doves Cry
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A dawning of a new decade.
So much, yet so little has happened since the fall really. The big picture hasn’t changed much, well not at all. I’m glad the previous decade is over, and I guess I’m sad that I’m glad it’s over. In my mind, the last decade should have been “the time of my life” and instead it was a bit of a sputter. It wasn’t all bad, there were the major life...
December 2009
2 posts
September 2009
5 posts
My Life with the Cirque
Uhh writing this feels weirder now that I know people are reading. I get wiereded out showering with those glass doors or see thru curtains. I still lock the bathroom door even though I live alone.
I’m not sure if it’s a mistake or not, but I’ve asked Nat to see Cirque Du Soleil with me tomorrow. I bought these tickets eons ago and she was probably the intended person I was to go with...
Wow, I go away on vacation and returned to discover a bunch of people have read this. You people must not sleep very much. :)
August 2009
3 posts
Life's cake is a lie.
I’ve always left my life up to fate and just let the current/wind take me wherever. I’ve always somehow believed my life’s fortune will just be taken care of for me. I have no reasons why I think this as I’m not a religious person and only very mildly spiritual. When it comes to my career for example, I’ve always done what was in front of me. What I mean is that...
July 2009
20 posts
Bizarre Love Triangle - New Order
