Life’s cake is a lie.
I’ve always left my life up to fate and just let the current/wind take me wherever. I’ve always somehow believed my life’s fortune will just be taken care of for me. I have no reasons why I think this as I’m not a religious person and only very mildly spiritual. When it comes to my career for example, I’ve always done what was in front of me. What I mean is that I’ve never planned my career, I’ve just done it. And through shear luck or skill I have been reasonably successful. I’ve just trusted that fate will take care of me. This is probably more because I’ve been too lazy to do something about it more than anything else.
Fate hasn’t taken care of my personal life though. Leaving relationships to fate alone has now left me 36 and single. I’m relatively okay with that, however I guess if I was really okay with that, I wouldn’t have written months worth of babble here. For the last several weeks I’ve just put everything behind me in regards to dating and put things back into fates hand. I just have no energy at this time to think or worry about it. As much as I don’t believe in serendipity, it will have to do.
Where does it go from here? I don’t know. But I’m still fairly optimistic that things will work out for me. Why not? Why can’t it work out for me? Just because it hasn’t happend doesn’t mean it can’t right? Unlike anything else in life it only needs to happen once. I just hope the cake isn’t all a lie (very geeky nerdy reference - google it).
Right?
