My Life with the Cirque
Uhh writing this feels weirder now that I know people are reading. I get wiereded out showering with those glass doors or see thru curtains. I still lock the bathroom door even though I live alone.
I’m not sure if it’s a mistake or not, but I’ve asked Nat to see Cirque Du Soleil with me tomorrow. I bought these tickets eons ago and she was probably the intended person I was to go with anyways. We’ve barely exchanged emails over the last month plus. I was away for a couple of weeks in California and since I’ve been back I haven’t felt all that social. Maybe I’m just avoiding the unavoidable.
As much as I love spending time with her, I’m just not sure if I should put myself through it. I mean, the more time I invest the harder it will be when she eventually stops seeing me right?
